DIG

I really need to get on isis and figure out my schedule after the whole advertising principles catastrophe. I miss my friends. Im ready for everyone to get back. School doesn't start for another two weeks though so it's gonna be awhile.
I can't wait for dallas and going out and especially seeing the hogs play! It's gonna [hopefully] be awesome!

I hung out with Reed again last night. I get to the bar and he immediately acts in a bad mood because he doesnt feel like he can run around with me there. I'm like " how lame do you really think i am?" So we leave and go back to my house. Then I cry and beg for him to take me back for the millionth time. I kick my own ass everytime I do this. But, I can't help it. Or I guess I can, but I don't like keeping my feelings inside. I like to talk things to death. I can tell he really needs his space though. I'm tired of him playing the nice guy card though.

Jade said something that really made me think the other day though. She was all " I need someone to boss me around, I don't want to be the boss." She is so right. We are a lot alike [read: bossy]. I really think the next go round with whoever it may be, I'm gonna need them to be more on the bossy side.

WTF? I dont even know.

"So when sickness turns my ego up
I know you'll act as a clever medicine.
If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone."