Oh, hi

It seems like more than a coincidence than anything, but it seems like everything comes to a head at the same time. I pretty much need to figure out what I want to do and where I want to go within the next year.  I am single, with no direction, and it seems like even less shame. I  was literally drunk almost every night the last two weeks. My body is drained. 

I have been eating notso healthy, I have no money, and only 9 scheduled hours. jeeeeeze. Hopefully I will be back on track though with the beginning of school. I have dance 3 times this week and a competition on saturday in Oklahoma City, which is exciting! 

I also really want to improve my work ethic at work. I have been working there for so long, I tend to slack on the things that used to seem important, but don't so much anymore. However, how does one improve without constantly stepping up their game? They don't. 

Reed: I still miss him, and im pretty much bipolar in my moods about the whole situation. More on that later.