My mom says this is time for "Angela to figure out what she wants, too." I know no one who knows me probably believes this, BUT:
It is so hard for me to think about myself and what I want, when I am so in love with this person. I want to satisfy his needs and make him a happy person. I want him to be someone who is glad to have me as their girlfriend. I honestly cannot be happy with myself knowing I hurt him or made him unhappy.
Sure, I still like to laugh, go out with friends, do the things in my life that make me happy, etc.
But, I am willing to concentrate an immeasureable amount of energy on making the relationship with the man I love work.
And, I don't care if people think I'm making the wrong decision.
One of my favorite pictures of us:
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